Pizza Hut

We spend the whole day at home, Alexis was enjoying his father's company in the morning and also his uncle Gordo's company. We had to take care of my brother this morning because my mom had a meeting in the stake and my dad was working. I spend the whole morning sleeping with Charlotte and didn't even see my brother, then we were invited by my parents to Pizza Hut and I was then invited to the movies, not with Cameron nor the kids because it would have been impossible to watch the movie with them both. Anyway, Alexis made my dad spend all his quarters and to get some more because he wanted to grab the toys from the little machines. He got like 6 dice and 3 plastic balls. He ate a little bit of pizza and cheese sticks, but boy how he ran around. After that it was time for them to leave... it was one of the hardest things I have ever experienced, seeing my family go it was like seeing three parts of me leaving one little tiny speck behind! I almost cried, but it was a decision that Cameron and I took few days ago when my parents told us about the movie theater night! I know we agreed it was the best choice but still I couldn't help but feel uneasy the whole night. I called a few times to make sure they were doing good, Cameron told me that Alexis went straight to bed and did not even ask for me... thanks Alexis. LOL, oh well, at least Charlotte missed me and Cameron but sometimes I wish that Alexis was a little bit less independent, I am like that too though, I am not as affectionate with my parents but I love them and I am attached to them but I know they love me too so I feel like I don't need to try to hard for their love. Urgh, why did I have to have a kid like me in that sense? the good thing is that, we both understand each other. When I hug him really tight to bug him, I am really saying I love you so much! and when he pulls away from me and hits me I know he is saying " I love you too" that how I am with my dad! He hugs me and I go away and hit him! Weird? yes, but I know Alexis is confident about my love for him so much, that he doesn't have to do anything for me to love him!